Engaged. In love with my best friend.
Sad...at the loss of the best friends from a different chapter...and self centered, because I'm upset they left me behind. 2000 miles was never my fault...though my downfall. I want to be 16 again and checked in on.
Scared. Really? I'm doing it...living my life
Happy. I am who I am, and for the first time in my life, I'm ok. I don't need anyone's valdation telling me I'm acceptable as I am...not even him. Although it's nice to hear, I have that figured out on my own.
Alive. Every minute is to be lived and experienced...I can't take anything for granted - the fear of loss is too great.





What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
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-= Dulux =-
[link]
:hugs:
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i survive on the breath
you are finished with
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i survive on the breath
you are finished with
how about we dance the jig at 10:30 tonight?
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i survive on the breath
you are finished with
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